Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas

I just finished reading this again. So sad but so beautiful. If you haven't read this please consider doing so on your next Barnes and Noble/BooksAMillion excursion.

Here is the description in case you're interested:

Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

Katie Wilkinson has found her perfect man at last. He's a writer, a house painter, an original thinker—everything she's imagined she wanted in a partner. But one day, without explanation, he disappears from her life, leaving behind only a diary for her to read..

This diary is a love letter written by a new mother named Suzanne for her baby son, Nicholas. In it she pours out her heart about how she and the boy's father met, about her hopes for marriage and family, and about the unparalleled joy that having a baby has brought into her life. As Katie reads this touching document, it becomes clear that the lover who has just left her is the husband and father in this young family. She reads on, filled with terror and hope, as she struggles to understand what has happened-and whether her new love has a prayer of surviving.