Saturday, April 21, 2007

All is well, at least so far....

Sorry for the lack of posting! I've been busy with the kids and am preparing to send my daughter to a private school, so my already fried brain is becoming increasingly frazzled.

The results came back "normal" and there is no signs that anything is wrong with the baby (at least genetically) so that is good. I still have this feeling that something isn't right but I suppose that I'm just going to have to wait and see about that.

The kids are doing great but driving me insane. If it's not one it's another and when I realize that I'm about to add yet another voice to that rotation I get a bit worried. 4 children to 2 parents...scary numbers. Not to mention during the day that ratio will be 3 to 1 (since my sweetest daughter is about to make the transition from "pre-school" to kindergarten and won't be here). I know I'm an adult and can handle it...I just honestly haven't wanted to think about it too much.

This pregnancy has been so vastly different than any before it. I'm not excited and picking out bed linens, baby clothes and other such things. Instead I've been putting it off in some futile hope that the baby can just stay in utero until I am mentally, physically and emotionally prepared but I know that is childish and won't do me any good whatsoever, so I'm trying to stop and live in the "now".

Speaking of living in the "now". I have to go to the grocery store and run some errands while I'm swollen like a hippo. Ahh the joys of pregnancy in the summer...I hope I don't bump into anyone I know.